I woke up from what I can only describe as a depressed state of being on a subconscious level.  I had subconsciously force myself into a nervous breakdown.  There was now nowhere to run.   I loved my kids, but my feelings were all over the place, I feared for my children’s safety, their health and well-being.  Gone was the momentarily happiness I felt, when buying everything that my money could buy.  Nothing in my life seemed to mean anything any more.  Yet my desperate need to know hot to cope and love my kids.   Read about how I transformed my life..Dark Storm Golden Journey