Ever wondered if there is such a thing as entity possession?
Let me tell you this: I experienced such a possession for twenty years, and during those years, I was not my authentic self. Would you want this to happen to you?
I was the host for an entity that found me through the gateway of my Ouija Board experience.
Read my first blog: Did a spine-chilling Ouija Board game provoke a demonic attachment?
Had you asked this question some years ago, I would have confidently said, “Absolutely not.” My sceptical stance was unwavering. So, what changed my opinion?
At age thirty, I was recovering from a nervous breakdown. I had been driven into the deep, dark recesses of my mind over many years, beginning with my dysfunctional childhood, teenage years, and finally the birth of my son and daughter. All these experiences filled my emotional wastebasket, resulting in fear, loss, depression, anxiety, and panic attacks. I had a burning anger and dislike for myself.
Finally exhausted from living the way I was, I gave in and gave up. I knew I was not myself, but I had no idea who I truly was. I used drink and cigarettes to mask my unhappiness. I was in survival mode, with no way out. Yet, it was my nervous breakdown that put me on the right track.
My incredible journey eventually began to unfold only once I decided to wake up and begin to live life again. Unbeknownst to me at that time, I was about to unleash the entity that had harboured itself in my soul since I partook in a Ouija Board game when I was fifteen.
Coincidentally, I met an aromatherapist who put me on my spiritual path and introduced me to the language of colour. Colour made me feel whole, a connection to my inner self, a self I loved and wanted to know more about. I absolutely knew I had to train in the language of colour and soon found myself far from home, booked into a week-long Colour Therapy Course.
On arrival at the course, to my shock, I found that my accommodation was an ancient two-berth small caravan situated right beside the main house of the teaching academy. The other berth was occupied by another spiritual Scottish girl. I sensed the atmosphere in the caravan, as well as from the other participants in the course, to be charged with emotion. Some participants were crying uncontrollably, others were dealing with their own personal drama, but I took pride in maintaining my balance and calm amidst the intensity. That is, until the inexplicable happened…
Little did I know, this seemingly ordinary experience would turn into a profound journey that changed my life forever.
The Awakening
On the fourth day of the six-day course, I walked into the kitchen, totally happy and eager to help with the dishes, when I was suddenly overwhelmed by the sensation of falling. A vast, gaping black hole seemed to appear beneath me, threatening to swallow me whole. Blinking in shock, I stumbled back, only to find the ordinary floor staring back at me—no hole in sight.
The drama was far from over. An intense wave of emotion crashed over me, leaving me shaken. Running out of the kitchen, I sat down on the bottom step of the stairs in the hall, unable to go any further. Mary, one of the students, sensing my distress, sat beside me, offering comfort. She escorted me back to the caravan, but as soon as we stepped inside, a cold dread gripped me, raising the hairs on my arms and neck. I had to get out.
Seeking refuge back at the house, we rejoined a group in the dining room. Everyone had an opinion on my harrowing experience: ley lines, dark entities, energy black holes—they all speculated wildly. Then, without warning, I began to feel profoundly strange. My voice, no longer my own, transformed into a deep, gruff male tone. I was speaking in an unknown language, the words spilling out uncontrollably. One of the girls, wielding a crystal wand, traced it down my chakras, seemingly intensifying the voice’s rage.
The hysteria peaked as other students burst into the room, claiming to have seen a dark ghostly shadow at their window. The atmosphere was electric with fear and confusion. Finally, with a blood-curdling scream coming from deep within me, a silence enveloped the room. I was back to myself—or so I thought. The twins, Elaine and Judy, sensing my vulnerability, kindly invited me to sleep on the floor in their room that night.
The next day, the shock lingered. The course was halted, and Vicky, the wise and compassionate course leader, sought me out. Her words of encouragement and wisdom were a balm to my frazzled nerves. She instructed Mary, the girl who had comforted me the night before, to perform a healing treatment—in the caravan.
As I lay on the bed, Mary placed her hands just above me, slowly moving them down towards my feet. With each pass, a volcanic sensation built within me, threatening to erupt. On her third pass, as her hands moved beyond my feet, a guttural growl emerged from deep within me. Mary persisted until the voice fell silent. “Possessed,” she declared, performing a cleansing ritual. “A very old demonic entity, one who has been with you since your teenage years, but now you are free.”
Immediately, I remembered my childhood experience with the Ouija Board.
The Aftermath
After the cleansing, I felt an incredible lightness, happiness, and a sense of freedom from the dark cloud that had shadowed me for years. In hindsight, I realize that the gateway from the Ouija game had allowed this demonic entity to enter and subsequently possess me for all those years. Now colour, light, and a new sense of being became part of my daily life. I have since been privileged to have many wise and compassionate people enter my life. I live each day with gratitude and work with the Tarot Colour Cards I created, as well as Face & Temperament Reading, NLP, Mindfulness, and wisdom from learned philosophers. The light of oneness and wholeness is within me.
Tips for Spiritual Safety and Growth
- Don’t dabble with the Ouija Board game – it can lead to demonic portals being opened and possession by entities seeking a host.
- Awaken the power of the light within you.
- Imagine your soul’s light burning brightly.
Find out more about your soul’s journey through a Tarot Colour Card Reading with Alison Demarco, Edinburgh. Available online or in person.
